I suppose part of it might be that I've (still) never had a truly *good* fursuit. I've never felt I could afford to commission one, the two and a half fursuits I have are second hand and have all sorts of things wrong with them, so they are not good for breathing or speaking, and I've never been able to get the time and energy together to build a suit for myself. I have no reason to believe I'll ever be able to afford to commission a good suit, despite being deeply in love with fursuiting and absolutely aching to have one. But you can't unless you are rich, I guess.